Anonymous asked: hi alisa. I know you in real too and i deliberately went on anon for that previous hate anon. I personally think you have matured so much and after reading how you dealt with that anon who obviously have some issues, my respect for you has risen! :) I LOVE it how you stand up for what you believe in and being confident with yourself both inwardly and outwardly! wish i had that x

Thankyou, this is so so so very nice. You’re right about maturing, I have learnt so much over the last year especially and really feel like I’m getting closer to the personality and brain I will have for the rest of my life. I am embarassed of the things I thought and the things I said and the way I even thought about things a year ago and I hope in one more year I wil look at myself in May 2012 and be embarassed again at how ignorant/stupid/close-minded/outspoken I was, because I will have learnt and experienced even more just like everyone else. I feel more awake now then I ever did and I’m looking forward to the future. FUCK THIS IS the most posi post I have ever made