Anonymous asked: what are the things you were embarrassed of a year ago?
I’m in bed and need to sleep so after this don’t think I’m ignoring any questions, I’m sleeping!
I just looked though my archive so that I could get an idea of the sort of things that were going through my head and the worst thing I saw so far was something from march 2011 that I wrote: “look at the chicks with their asses hanging out of their hipster ripped shorts who justify their slutiness as being trendy.”
That is fucking disgusting. I can’t believe I would say that, how stupid was I? And you know what, it is absolute word vomit that I copied 10000% from an ex or a friend and I am so ashamed and embarassed that I didn’t have a brain that could recognise that thinking/saying that sort of thing is not ok at all, let alone that I would even copy them and say it myself.
Things like that.
I coudn’t care less about the heirachy of trendiness or how ‘slutty’ someone is now. I wish I was as outwardly sexual/skanky as I was when I was 15 or 16, I knew how to be hot and had heaps of fun ahaha. Now I just dress like a boy and never get laid.
There are other things.. I was totally oblivious, which is why I say that I’m more ‘awake’ now then ever